What if...

What if everything you ever imagine came true. If it wasn't so contradictory.
What if I was actually adopted and came from a faraway cat-planet.
What if I was actually abducted by aliens when I was little.
What if there actually had been those green hands trying to grab me.
What if I actually stuck to every stone I stepped on.
What if my baby brother actually had been abducted by a wizard and was kept underneath a stream.
What if every time I saw a black cat, it was actually that wizard trying to catch me.
What if Arthur had actually been there for me and had been the loveliest and most understanding.
What if he actually did cheat on me with my childhood-friend Caroline.
What if my sisters friend actually cheated on his fiancé with me.
What if I actually had been a slut in my teens.
What if I was dropped by my ex-best-friend after I got with him.
What if he had hurt me so bad I couldn't trust anyone for years.
What if I actually had sex in a car with my brothers best friend.
What if I was promiscuous.
What if Anthony and me actually had had an relationship for several months.
What if he had actually come to England to see me.

What if?

Would anything be different now? Or everything the same?
You played your lies so well, you made it your own truth.

You made your bed, now you must lie in it. You have to live your lies.
Because it's how everyone sees you.
And they won't believe you if you tell them the truth. They might just think your crazy.